Loop the loop

Once again, for the third time in almost two years, Miss I and I have looped the loop.

I won't say I am overjoyed. I won't say I am content. But I won't say I am unhappy either. I am just back to planet Earth. 

Each and every time, we hit the communication wall. I still do not understand her as fully as I would like to. I do not understand what she wants me to say or do or be. She doesn't understand what I mean nor, I strongly suspect, who and how I am. 

But, this time, we managed to say what we mean to each other and what we are expecting. And to understand it. 

Which is an improvement, in a way. 

Not that I am disappointed, just that, on the onset, I was hoping for something more. 

Anyway, "l'existence, c'est la vie" (TM) ;-)