2009-04-18

emotionally undone

And I do not know why.
Still, I have a guess ;-)
Time to move on boy.

Let's face it: this situation is of your own doing, its conclusion is what you hoped for, and everyone is agreeing with you on that one. Still, you cannot escape the feeling that things could have been better, and you wish for a second chance. And, at the same time, you know that it would be a bad idea, because this is not what you want to do, just what you believe is expected of you, and that even though it looks good on paper, you do not want to be stuck with the end result. You would like to go through the moves because you like it, but you will not want what you will be building.
Solution: otherness.

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